February 2012
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Tumblr life
Laugh out loud funny content interspersed with hot guys I will never have and skinny bitches I will never be. Dunno if this is helping my mood or worsening it.
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My maternal instincts only serve to depress me.
In my dream a malnourished newborn was left on my doorstep. I took him in and cared for him. He was lovely.
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January 2012
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“You are a worthless street rat. You were born a street rat. You will die a...”
– Aladdin
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I should never express what I'm feeling.
I’ve got to stop wanting things. Life’s a lot harder when you care.
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December 2011
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Watch#friendship
thehottestboys:
they are fucking or will be soon
oursecretobsessions:
This is how it all starts…
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I wish you were here.
You’re so bad at Where’s Waldo.
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The Listening
Please excuse me, I’m not thinking clear It must just be stress but I likely shouldn’t be here I’m such a mess I never really ever know what to say when all of my emotions get in the way I’m just trying to get us on the same page I always get it better right afterward when all the wrong impressions are said and heard How come I can never get the right words I need to...
November 2011
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Too cute!
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Rolling Stone
I got you Baby, I got you Until you’re used to my face And the mystery fades I got you So baby, love me Before they all love me Until you won’t love me Because they’ve all left me I’ll be different I think I’ll be different I hope I’m not different And I hope you’ll still listen But until then Baby, I got you I got you Girl, I still got you I got you
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And today was a day just like any other.
I’m ready for some changes, and not the kind that happen to me when I least expect it. I’m talking changes that I am making by choice, on my terms.
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Sigh.
I beef with too many people. Hopefully, like everything else in my life, this will amount to nothing in the end.
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My birthday’s coming, and if I had one wish, yeah, you’d be it.
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Go ahead and hate on me, hater - you’re only...
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Everything I do is hit or miss lately.
MISS MISS MISS
b--radd asked: "Disappointment more than sadness. Frustration more than anger." if you don't mind can i have a name to put with this quote. it speaks to me in more ways than i thought. i just want to credit someone for it, whether it be you or whomever you feel needs the credit.
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I wish I wasn't as stupid and useless as I am.
Maybe I’m just egotistical, but it pains me not to be exceptional.
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Spin.
You know those plates that spin on top of those poles, and you have to keep spinning them or they’ll crash? That’s what I feel like I’m doing. And I am getting tired of running around and spinning all the plates.
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On repeat.
My Justin Bieber obsession is getting out of hand. I need to make a friend who loves his music as much as I do. It’s so good! People just don’t get it!
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itinerary
sleep for 30 minutes wake up and study go to class bomb exam skip all the rest of my classes go home and pass out wake up and clean my room sleep wake up the next day once again skip all my classes stay home and clean room sleep wake up the next day once again clean my room go to work …
hopefully my room will be clean by the end of this weekend. i am convinced my messy room is ruining my...
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Behind the Mask
You sneer: an artificial expression on an artificial face. In your heart, far beneath the anger, you feel nothing but sadness. A mask, little girl, you wear a mask… for others, and for me. Take it off. Let them see you.
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Ouch.
The adult keeps writing about fundamentally teen issues because, in her heart, she’s never stopped being 16, awkward, clumsy, and shy.
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You can't be my friend if you're not my friend.
I wish I was made of iron, wouldn’t ever feel sad or mad. Or confused. I could be by myself forever but never feel alone, or insecure. Silly things would never bother me.
Disappointment more than sadness. Frustration more than anger.
October 2011
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“Even people I’ve known for so long soon become strangers to me. People change...”
– Megan Fox (via christianarghhh)
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Potassium to you too, bitch!
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I’m tired… of everything.
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All Apologies
Wish I knew how to stop disappointing myself, and you. I really don’t do any of this on purpose, you know, screw everything up and hurt other people. I’m just super sensitive and insecure and defensive. So I’m sorry.
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No one to say the wrong thing.
No one to disappoint me, no one to be disappointed in me
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I wanna make you feel older.
I know I am the world’s biggest Debbie Downer. I think I’m just having a quarter-life crisis. I haven’t felt like myself this year, or past few years… And unlike most everyone else, I find myself wishing time would rewind, That I could become younger. But I only age.
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I dream of a once upon a time when I dreamt.
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Watch
She killed herself just because her father was deaf and he couldn’t talk. There are so many stupid people who don’t appreciate what they already got.
fuck, crying like a little baby.
i have never cried so hard.
gave me a good cry.
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Heartache is a toad.
I thought he was my frog but it turns out he is a toad and a toad is not a frog and now I am sad! You stupid, stupid toad! Go croak.
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I am never the special case or exception.
I only try because I want to change. I just want to be some- where else with people unlike me. I want to be there and be something more than I am. All I want is more of everything.
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Ugliness
Maybe when people look at me they don’t actually see me. Maybe they see through me. They see the way I feel.
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Down
There’s so much I want to say, but I can’t. I can’t talk to you anymore. How did we drift so far apart?
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Your illustrations always point out just what's...
He was just a little bit goofy, and so cute. Plus he was actually into me. But I am the ultimate goober.
September 2011
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Save Me
“Save Me” by The Pierces.